I love all of my followers and appreciate all of your comments. I try to read you all each day. However, at work, we have dinosaur computers that don't like when I open some of your blogs. Some make my 'puter crash. When I get home at night, I try to get caught up with as many of you as I can. Please understand sometimes that is nearly impossible, since all of you rock!
For my new followers I just don't want anyone to think I am the type of person to post and post and never comment. For my faithfuls, I appreciate your understanding and just know I try!
I have OCADAPPTSD I'm not sure if I should seek medical attention or say "Fuck it" and let it ride.
Don't bother Googling it, I am sure it s not a recognized disorder yet. What is it you may ask?
Obsessive-Compulsive Attention Deficit Addictive Personality Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Mouthful huh? Maybe that is why it is not recognized,; no one wants to say it.
I have an addictive personality. Once I am hooked on whatever new thing I find, I think about it day and night. I must play it, sell on it, blog on it or post on it. If there is something to be figured out.. I will spend DAYS trying to solve whatever the problem.
In some cases I have auditory hallucinations. Case in point: My whole family has become Call of Duty: World at War addicts. It is now THE first thing I do when I get up in the morning. That first thing used to be Ebaying, then posting on Mylot, then blogging oh be right back my turn to play the game ...
Ok back damn they were killing us!
Do you see what I mean? I can't even get through a blog post without stopping to kill people.
The auditory hallucinations? In the game, there is an option for artillary. It plays a siren as it happens. At work yesterday, that's ALL could hear. Sad really. Also, when I close my eyes, I see scenes from the game. At night, I get startled awake because someone just shot me, stabbed me, grenaded me or ran past me (Now you understand the PTS part)
This is why I am SO very glad: 1. That I am broke B. There are no drugs readily available III. That everyone loves me
What do you all think? Should I seek medical help?
OH New Poll in right sidebar! Go vote! If you have not already moved on to another addiction